The Difference

The moment I succumbed into the feelings you triggered, I've accepted the fact that sooner or later, there will be a falling out. In fact, while I was enjoying these certain feelings, I always prepared myself for the worst: that tomorrow will be the day we both dread. While I always expected pain, you continued to see everything good in what we had.  

But it's different now...

Day by day, I'm falling into pieces. I can feel that we're falling apart, yet you seem to be completely fine. Has the world turned upside down?

The Only Exception

I've always believed that there's an end to everything. But now, I'm hoping -- that we become the exception.

My mind's racing...

In your message you said

You were going to bed

But I'm not done with the night

And I try not to dream

But them possible schemes

Swim around, wanna drown me in sync

I Wanna Know You

It's been far too long since I last convinced myself that I should make time for this online journal. It's not laziness (wow, this is new!), I'm afraid, it's just one of those too-hectic-schedule week.

I'm actually going to school seven days a week. Who the heck does that?! Monday-Friday, of course, the daily routine. Saturday, CAT training. How can I forget? And on Sunday? The fast-paced college entrance exams review. Ughhh. Why is my life so irritating?

Another thing, I'm starting to have crushes on some guys. Lol. I don't usually have these kinds of feelings, I tried not to have them and I never did have them. Lol. I don't consider having crushes, just sweet, sweet love. But anyway, I'm enjoying it. Hahaha. There's this CAT officer, he's not good-looking, but he's funny. He's got a great sense of humor. And I really like him. Hee. He asked what's my surname earlier, and he remembered me! From the COLT days, I meant. Hahaha. Whatever, I don't like like him, I just like that he's funny. Whatever! I just realized that I'm starting to blah over and over again by the same thing. Btw, I even researched for his friendster account. Lol, so now I'm a stalker.

Moving on, I have another crush! From the review class. He's really funny too. Like I said, I like funny people. And he's really friendly. But whatever, I still don't know him. So yeah. I think I'll enjoy more from this crush things.

But I do miss some things that these crushes don't yield. I miss the old days, when I was a pedophile. Lol. I'm not making any sense again.


Really moving on... I'm still working on the Ateneo form essay. I still don't know if it's good enough. Oh well, I'll have to proofread anyway. It'll give me more time before August comes. We'll be having an educational trip, by the way. It's on the World Trade Center. Some exhibit and seminar about environmental science.


Well whatever, I have to do some researching for a debate on Tuesday. It's about the legalization of divorce. And guess what, I was assigned to the pro group. Yeah, at first, I thought the debate was not really a debate and is one-sided. But when I tried to think about it, we might still have a chance. I've researched about it. And I found out that the Philippines, Malta and the Vatican City's the only countries left to not approve of the legalization of divorce. Divorce has some good attributes after all.

LRT!

Today was fun, and tiring. Sooooo tiring. We went to the University of the Philippines - Diliman Campus to submit my application form. When we already got there, I was shocked. UP looks like that? Woah. I thought it was far from how Ateneo is. 'Twas the same, even better. We went outside the campus again, to pay for the testing permit. The line was too long at the Land Bank inside the up campus, so we went to find another branch. And, I used one of the copies of my 2x2 photo for some class. I needed 4 copies but I only had 3. So we needed to recopy it, and we did. Now, I have 423423423423423 copies.

I got my test permit. I'll be taking the UPCAT on August 2 at 6:30 on the morning. Gaaaah. This will give me a headache. After the whole UP tour thing, and the boy hunting!, we went to Ateneo, which means, MORE BOYS! I missed that school. I missed everything about it. We went to a seminar at Ateneo during my first year in high school. The ambiance seemed different. I don't know why, but it just does. So anyway, I've got my application form already. It costs 500 Php. I'm having second thoughts about what course I've filled up on the UPCAT form and if I really wanna study there. Ateneo! Why are you doing this to me?

FYI, Ateneo used to be my dream school. It used to be my dream stepping stone to success. But when I found out about the course list they offered, I was disappointed and I dedicated my next year to adoring UP. Ughh. Can't I just study at two places? Can I have more time to study? Can't I have two courses at a time?

I hate studying, really. But after some time, I realized that I want to devote my years in studying. I want to learn more, I want to fill up my knowledge about everything. I want to broaden my horizons. I want to learn everything, if possible.

So before I turn this entry into a help-me-find-myself-rant, can you help me choose between the two beautiful schools? I'm not even sure if I can pull the entrance exams off, but I'm sure I can survive this.

I'll be taking review classes starting on Sunday, btw. I just wanna come prepared. I used to think that I am confident enough, that I can do this by myself. But because all of this pressure on me, because all of the tiring days me and my mom have put on my future, I guess I lost some of the confidence. Or maybe I was just being stubborn and now I've come to face reality. I don't think that the review class is essential, but it is never better not to be ready, right? I don't think that my brain power isn't enough, I just wanna refresh all these brain cells. And some part of me, just a little, wants to show off to the students who'll be eating my dust during the simulation exams. Haha. I know, I'm just confident. Lol.

I was gonna enroll at the review center somewhere at Katipunan, near Ateneo and UP. But the review center in Molino is still available, so I'll be devoting my time there during Sundays. I was gonna prepare myself from the traffic and travel boredom. Too bad, I can't experience to travel by myself during these months. I guess, I'll just have to be ready next school year.

Try to hold on.

Wow. It's been a while since I last updated this. I changed the layout. I'm too lazy and busy to make my own custom, so I just used a pre-made one. And since I've deleted the old code, I lost the links. Just tag me so I can relink you.

I'd try to update this every once in a while. I've been inactive not only here, in DeviantArt too. I miss poetry. I haven't had any time to reflect and write things. I've been pre-occupied with my UPCAT application. At last, I can submit my requirements tomorrow. Too bad I'll have to leave school. I wish the classes will be canceled tomorrow. I don't wanna miss any lectures, I don't wanna miss anything.

The next months will be too hectic for me. I need to review for the entrance examinations. I know, there will be a lot of tests and projects to be submitted for the class. Not to mention our thesis! I need time to write. I need time to play JamLegend! I need to have 32 hours in one day. More time! Time to hold on to.

Enough about the rants, there are a lot happening in school. Our computer teacher resigned, so I think I'll have to bear the new ways the new teacher will bring. I wish he/she is as good as the previous one, or maybe better. I love the topic, Photoshop, Photography and Web Designing. Everything I don't have to worry about. Also, I've noticed I've been really active in class recitations, unlike last year when I barely spoke. This year is my year. I'm excelling Physics! And English and everything. Except maybe for Anal. Geom. I hate radical signs. Give me all the numbers, just not the ones with radicals. Ughh.

The classes been canceled for two days now. Yay, no CAT!

Post-birthday entry.

Sorry it took me days to post an entry for my infamous birthday. Ha ha. I got addicted to posting my awful poems and proses on deviantART. You should check it out some time, click here.

So, what happened really?

First, we all started the day really late. I mean really really late. And things got in a very slow pace. We all got lazy. I just used the computer and gave thanks to all who greeted. My siblings just played with the PlayStation 2. My parents just did chores. My grandfather came and I never even asked for a gift. Lol. My mom wanted me to ask for some allowance. Ha ha. I never did, I thought I don't need any allowance. I don't need to spend anything anyway. Oh, did I mention that my grandfather came and I didn't ask for money? Oh, I did say that, didn't I?

Second, my beloved friends came here and I didn't even know. It was a surprise, I think. Or was I that inattentive? They sent me a lot of text messages but my phone was turned off. So they just decided to come. I was happy of course. I asked my sister and my uncle to buy some pizza, but they failed me. So we just hanged here while my parents are sleeping. Sucks. I asked them to leave anyway. I wanted to spend that day with my family. I said I'll make up to them next time we hang which was supposed to be on the 29th. Sadly, it was never put through since we all were busy. They were all cool about it. I just love my friends. We'll celebrate our peer's monthsary on the 1st of June, I think then I can treat them for being such good sports. :D

Third, we went to SM Southmall without any plans. It took us an hour or two to get there. We were so bored so I just played with the camera and took a few shots. We got there at sunset. Since we didn't have any plans, we just strolled around. My siblings wanted to skate, I wanted to watch a movie. Since there weren't any good movies on, we went to Story Land. Yeah, childish. But I have to admit, it was fun. And I want to come back there. We rode on the rollercoaster and the bump cars.

At the bump cars, there were two little fat kids that I thought were so cute. When we were on the line, I said something like I wanted to ride with those two cute kids and bump there asses off. It was a joke of course, 'cause they were really cute! I think they heard it and they said they were gonna kick my ass of before I kick theirs. Hahaha. I ended up really bumping into their cars. Haha. It was so fun and I wanted to ride again. Too bad my father wanted to eat already. He said he wanted to eat pizza. He was whining for a week about that. I wanted a different resto so we strolled again. I saw the Red Ribbon store. My mom said we should buy a cake na and eat it later when we get home. I wanted the Dulce de Leche <3. style="text-align: center;">

Mom and I saw this resto called Joey's Pepperoni Pizzeria(?). The pizza there were really tasty. I always critic everything. I couldn't say anything about this resto. Except that the waiter was really clumsy. Whenever we asked for the Iced Tea refill, the juice always spills on the floor. Haha. My dad ordered beer, the waiter said it was only for 25 Php. He gave my dad a beer from the USA. So I really thought the food in there were really really cheap. They have this promo on all the pizzas, 50% off. The resto gave me a really good impression, for a critique like me. Mom ordered some pasta and I ordered two different kinds of Pizza: the Fredo and the Joey Pepperoni. The Fredo is made with ham and mozzarella cheese with a piece of asparagus on top. It was delicious, it has this mild taste that wants me to crave more. Different from the pizzas found in the usual pizza stores. The hot sauce recipe was one of a kind. It wasn't really spicy but there's this aftertaste that makes me wanna go loco. The Pepperoni was really good! Who doesn't like pepperoni? The pizzas looked simple yet so delicious. I wanna go back there!

We asked for the bill and ordered another pizza to take home for my uncle. The food costs for about 2000 Php. I thought it'll only cost less than a thousand. The beer my dad ordered turned out to be 200 a bottle. Hahahaha. It was so funny that my dad acted like he was drunk or something. He ended up paying for 2/3 of the bill.

The mall was closing already. We got on a taxi. We were too tired to commute on a jeepney anyway. So that was simply it. My day, my way. It was a first. We used to celebrate my birthdays on a swimming pool or a beach and do whatever we were supposed to during summer time. And it always rained during my day, but that day, it never did. :D

Birthday Girl.

Tomorrow. Tomorrow. Oh yeah! Tomorrow's my birthday. I don't really have a plan. Come what may, eh? I wanted to buy a book for my birthday, but since we aren't going to MOA tomorrow, I guess I won't be buying any. Is there any Powerbooks/Fully Booked at Southmall? If there is one, maybe I shall sneak there >:) I think we'll only be watching a movie or two anyway. Or my siblings will go skating. Ughh. So booooriiiiiing. Whatever, I want to have a red ribbon cake. Dulce de Leche <3 I just noticed I'm rambling randomly. I'm not even putting up paragraphs or so. Haha. Oh, plug-in!

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Avatar: The Legend of Aang by ~leeevogue on deviantART

'Tis what's been keeping me from updating this frack. I made a new DeviantArt account. My previous one is so ancient so yeah. And I guess I need more improvement, I got to run away from the old ways. I was so envious of those who are good in vector art. Look at me now, I can make the basics! Haha. This is my second trial. Made this in a few hours, with a few breaks. I made the first one yesterday, so I am a noob.

And oh, props to Chesca for the beautiful portrait of Katy Perry. I wish I can draw like that. ;)

Finals.

This week is really pressuring me. I was late for school, good thing they haven't started yet. It was our finals. And I think it could work out for me. Tomorrow, we'll have a good time watching a movie or two in the AVR room. And on Friday, we'll have our CD presentations. Mine's about food and agriculture. I still haven't finished it yet. I barely started. I really like the front slide though.
What's pressuring me more is the American Idol Finale. I haven't seen it yet. I was in school, what can I do? :( Ughh, I hope it'll be aired at Star World later. I really hope so.

And what's even more pressuring than that is the UPCAT! I need to figure out what to do just in case I won't get in the Manila campus. Maybe I should go to the LB campus then transfer to Manila. Errr. I really want Pharmacy. I need to go to Med School.

Hahaha!

My dad thinks he's so good-looking kasi. I don't think we got our looks from him. Hahahaha. I just want to share this photo of him I took this morning. He was so excited to show off his new hoodie he bought last time we went to SM Bacoor. Did I mention they left me with a very heavy cart with lots of supermarket bags filled with food at the lower ground of SM Bacoor without knowing when will they come get me back? They left me for that hoodie. Ughh. And a pair of sunglasses and some other stuffs they got from the Department store. When they finally came, I cried so much that I wanted to go home na. :| Hahaha. Funny story.

Tomorrow's the house blessing. I hope this turns out good. Oh, we got our PS2 modified na. It's because it can't read any disc from the Philippines. Too bad. And I'm very frightened when I'm playing Resident Evil 4! I hate that game, but I so so love the Trilogy. Our cousins are here for the night. It's a good thing, I think. At least, we have them for companion.

The Early Bird Catches The Worm But The Second Mouse Gets The Second Cheese.

Makes sense, right?

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This week is probably my most productive week, although I haven't actually produced anything. Haha. I've been just so pre-occupied with classes and cleaning the house. Since my dad came home, I've been washing the clothes, doing the dishes, sweeping the floors. Yeah, the usual. I've been on and off the computer, but I haven't had the chance to update this. I was downloading a lot of movies and TV series' kasi. I'm using our Digital Photo Frame as a portable dvd player. Haha. And as a stereo, and as an album.

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On Saturday's the house blessing. And gosh, a lot of people will be here tomorrow. Good thing I'm off to school early. Then I'll only have to endure the noise during the night. I hope things will turn out well.

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My birthday will be next week or next next week, I think. My dad keeps on asking me what I want to do. But really, I just want a new book to read. I've been wanting the book entitled as the title of this entry. It's written by Francis J. Kong. My classmate has a copy of that book, I've scanned it and it's really good. I mean really really really good. Very inspirational. I don't know how much that costs or where I should look for it. I'm guessing I should head to PowerBooks or Fully Booked at MOA. I hope I can find one.

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So that's it. I guess I'll need to update this more often. Classes will come soon. Yeah.

Prepare to be dazzled.

Tomorrow, at 6:30 pm, my dad will arrive at the airport. I'm so happy that he'll come home in a few hours. I still haven't decided what to wear. And I'm worried about what will my brother wear tomorrow, he just underwent circumcision, so he's pretty devastated. Nothing to do, just lying around and watching television. I'm sure he'll die of boredom sooner than he thinks.

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I've finished watching Nodame Cantabile, including it's two-part special episode. I've also watched Zettai Kareshi Special Finale. I'm currently re-watching Full House. I was anticipating the sequel series but I guess its not out yet. I've also got the sudden feeling to watch Twilight again. Just so I can criticize its poor direction. I've re-read the whole Twilight Saga again. Even the leaked partial drafts of Midnight Sun. I hope it'll be out soon. The book is sure better than the movie. I hope they'll learn their lessons and satisfy the needs of the audience in the sequel. Good thing there's Taylor Lautner's body that's keeping me the want to watch New Moon. Haha. He's hot, eh?

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So, I really have nothing to blog about. I'm sick and all. Ughh. I can't live with a runny nose. I can't breathe!


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And oh! Boys Before Flowers will be airing on Monday! I'll be watching it again. Yey!

Drops of Jupiter.

This entry has nothing to do with the title. I just happen to hear Lara's BG song, and I just feel the title. Haha. It's a really nice song. I remember someone from AI sang this during the Top 36. Too bad she didn't make it to the Top 12.

Speaking of AI, I'm so excited today! This week's theme will be Rock n' Roll. It'll be close between Allison and Adam. I hope Kris won't be eliminated. But I don't want Danny to be off too. What the. Haha. Why does the competition this season have to be so close? Ughh. Well anyway, Kris is good looking so maybe someone will offer him a new line for his career. Cheers to his hotness!

And oh, I'm on the last episode of Nodame Cantabile now. I was supposed to finish it last night, but my mom interferred. I think I'll also be watching the special episodes, there are two of them. I skipped the third episode before, it was too disturbing for me. I don't know why, but there are sometimes things that can be too disturbing, I couldn't take them.

I watched the airing of Nodame Cantabile on GMA last Monday. I was disappointed. The movie has a good score. They removed the background music whenever there was a dialogue. Ughh. That's the problem with Asian dramas being aired in the Philippines. They become boring. And they only aired the first part of the first episode. Haha. Bitin.

UPCAT on July. How terrifying. I wonder if I'll ever pass, if I'll ever be accepted onto the College of Pharmacy. I researched about the INTARMED program. Those who are topnotchers on the UPCAT can have a chance into being accepted in the certain program. It reduces the years consumed if you'll be studying Medicine. It'll be only just 7 years. And it won't require a pre-med course. So those are the two ways into getting in a Med School. I know I won't be qualified in the INTARMED program anyway. I don't have much on my third year high school grades. Even if I pull UPCAT off, there'll be problems when it comes to my grades.

I miss watching Gossip Girl. I miss having HBO and Cinemax. I miss True Blood. We're on the 9th episode when Dream TV cut off HBO and Cinemax, and even Animax. Good things we have internet, I'm downloading episodes 10, 11 and 12 now. More than 4GB. Ughh. This will take a long time.

I watched that Precious Hearts Romances yesterday. Haha. Their acting is just so silly. But I still watch it anyway. I just need some romance, I guess. Hahahaha.

I can't make you love me...

if you won't. And you can't make your heart feel something it won't.

I can feel my heart aching and breaking. I don't know how this happened. I was fine before. I was alright with everything. I was okay. And now, I'm crippled up again. Very unfortunate. :|

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Since three or four people tagged me, I think I better put an end to this. Haha.

8 Things I'm Looking forward to:

1. Dad's arrival
   
2. Shopping
3. UPCAT
4. College :D
   
5. Allowance
6. A real summer vacation
   
7. Subic/Olongapo
8. Swimming (or ice skating)

8 Things I Did Yesterday:

1. Slept until noon.
   
2. Used the computer.
   
3. Plurk-ed.
4. Watch tv until my eyes went crazy
   
5. Got LSS-ed with Jai Ho
   
6. Took a bath
   
7. Played the piano
   
8. Played bantumi

8 Things I wish I could do

1. Sing in front of many people again
   
2. Play the piano really good
   
3. Lose all my excess weight
   
4. Get rid of my insomnia
   
5. Be loved again. lol
   
6. Make lotsa money
   
7. Skate on ice :D
   
8. Swim this summer

8 Shows I watch

1. CSI
2. Spongebob Squarepants.
3. Gossip Girl
   
4. American Idol
   
5. Crossing Jordan
   
6. MTV Cribs
   
7. American's Best Dance Crew
   
8. CSI: NY
   

And because I'm lazy to think who I'll be tagging, I won't tag anyone at all. Hahaha.


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I miss him. A lot. I wonder who's he missing now. :(

Instrumental.

I deleted the entry I posted earlier. I found it pretty silly.

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It's still raining. Raindrops keep falling from the rooftop. I hate when it rains, I can't go out. But this time, the rain actually saved me from going to school. Stupid summer classes. I heard our teacher was replaced this week, I wonder if it's a she or a he. Haha. I wonder if it will be as patient at the one I'm used to. I wonder if he'll get used to me, if he'll get used to my tardiness and absences.

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These past few days, I've been trying to learn how to play the guitar. Oh how I envy those who can play it. The first song I've learned so far is Decode by Paramore. I'm still confused at the strumming at the chorus part. And oh, I'm playing the piano again. Actually, I'm using our neighbor's keyboard. Haha. I'm also using our other neighbor's guitar. I left my keyboard in Olongapo. And the guitar, I don't have that. My sister is planning to buy one as soon as our Dad comes home. Haha. She can't even play it. And I think I'll also be buying another keyboard/piano too.

I love playing the piano or keyboard or whatever you want to call it. Although I don't have formal lessons, I still can play it well as long as I have the music sheet, and sometimes just as long as I hear the song. I learned how to play Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade yesterday. Quite easy, I guess. I watched a tutorial on youtube and wrote down the chords and whatnot. I'll be trying to learn Your Call by the same band later, as soon as I get out of our house. And the intro of Superhuman by Chris Brown ft. Keri Hilson, too! As much as I want to play A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton, I don't think I'll be able to play that. Haha. Too hard, I think.

The first song I learned is Heart and Soul. The one mistakened as the infamous Chopsticks. It's a duet, so I taught it to our neighbor. He still has problems with tempo and timing. I guess that's because he just learned that. I've known that melody since the sixth grade. My classmate taught it to me. She was my inspiration. I used to beg mom for formal piano lessons. She won't buy it unless I take formal voice lessons first. Ughh. I didn't think I needed voice lessons anyway, so I didn't bite.

Oh, I wanna learn how to play Thinking of You on guitar. Francesca, can you teach me how? Hahaha.

And oh, it seems like I get bored easily these days. Even Asian dramas can't feed me anymore. I play Mystery Case Files instead.


I really like things related to crimes. Not to mention, Crime Scene Investigation! I love love love that series. It's too bad Grissom's gone. I'm downloading other versions of MCF from demonoid. I've got the Huntsville version.

Speaking of demonoid, do you have an account there? It seems like it's hard for others to register. It seldom allows people to have an account there. I just got lucky. Demonoid is really helpful. Especially if you want to download American Idol Season 8 Studio Recordings within three days or less after they have been released on iTunes. I love torrents now. I used to hate them because I didn't know how to use 'em.

So anyway, if you want to have an account on demonoid, I think I can give you some codes, I don't know what it's called. I think referral codes. Ughh, what's the point. Registration codes? Whatever. Yeah, I can give you that.

I'll be watching Nodame Cantabile now. I guess this will keep me busy for a while.

Extremely choppy.

I woke up with the rays of the sun streaming on my face. I slept on the couch, waiting for my Mom to fix the computer. She removed some parts of it last night so that I can't sneak out and use it until dawn. Well, she won.

I'm still on the 6th episode of Hana Yori Dango. I don't know how many days I've consumed in this 9-episode series. I'm in a kind of slow pace these days. Mysoju.com has been extremely choppy lately. It takes too long for the videos to load. So I found a solution to ease the impatience. At times, I'm rereading the Twilight Saga. And when I'm not so patient with it, I play JamLegend.

I'm still a noob. But, I guess I'm learning a bit. Since pressing the keyboard is all I get to do this whole summer, I think I'll stay alive in the game.

Anyone heard of the course Speech Pathology? Our neighbor was recommending it to me. She said it's only available in UP. And it doesn't need high results in the UPCAT. So, I was reconsidering the Pharmacy thing. I'll research about it first. And she also said, there are a lot of opportunities I'll be having after I graduate at that course. I'm still very worried about the UPCAT. Ughh.

And oh, I just love Eclipse! I love every page of the book. Every scene lingers on my mind. I just can't stop thinking about a certain scene between Bella and Jacob. Haha. Jacob is so hot. Good thing Taylor Laurent got the character. He's so hot talaga. I never really thought he'd grow up to be this mature man when I first saw him on the movie The Adventures of Shark Boy and Lava Girl in 3D. Haha.

So anyway, I'll be playing JamLegend for now. And be plurking for now. I wonder what to do with my Tumblr. Ughhh.

Moods that take me, and erase me.

Today is Earth Day everyone. I wonder what's the difference between Earth day and Earth hour besides the time and date. I wonder why we only celebrate/commemorate/appreciate Mother Earth for only a day and an hour for the whole year. I wonder why it can't be Earth day everyday. I just think Mother Earth deserves more than this. Well, whatever. I know someday people will come to there senses.

I just noticed that on my past few blog entries, all I ever wrote about is my addiction over Asian dramas. Haha. Even my mother noticed that all I ever do these days is watch on the computer. But this is better than just sleeping and eating, right?

Tomorrow is the issuance of our report cards, so I'll be going to school again. I still have classes though. I'm still worried about the upcoming UPCAT. Is it really that hard that everyone I've asked got there noses shed blood? I hope on June, our school will have a review center or whatnot.

I also noticed that there are a lot of Tumblr account popping up. I wonder if I should make one also. It looks cute, eh?

I'm watching Hana Yori Dango for now. I was supposed to continue Nodame Cantabile, I've only watched two episodes of it. But after finishing Zettai Kareshi, and after knowing Jun Matsumoto is so handsome in HYD than HYD2, I had second thoughts. Nodame Cantabile is funny, but sometimes a little over the top. But still, after HYD, I'll try to finish it. I'm looking forward to Nodame and Chiaka's love story. It's a little slow-paced, that is for me.

I'm boosting my pet's paw points in Pet Society. Last week, I was in level 23. Now, I'm still in level 23. Haha. I'm such a loser. Even my plurk karma isn't boosting up that much. I still haven't reached Plurk Nirvana.

So anyway, I'll be watching Hana Yori Dango now. I'm so excited!

Kareshi.

I'm currently watching Zettai Kareshi/Absolute Boyfriend. I'm just speechless. Grabe hahahaha. Nakakakilig eh. And the fact that Hiro Mizushima is there makes it more exciting. Haha. I don't know why I like his face so much. Hahaha. Bastaaaaaaa. Try watching the manga turned Jdorama. And I've also watched two episodes of Nodame Cantabile. It's okay, funny at times and there are parts wherein it's corny. Haha. Anyway, I like music, so I can stand this Jdorama. The live action is so much better than the anime naman. Ayun, hahaha, I just thought I should write something right now because I feel so good just watching this series. Stupid entry. :))



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I just love to look at Hiro Mizuhima's face. Hiro-kun :D Hahaha.

Too bad, he's married already. :( So anyway, I'm up for the eight episode of Zettai Kareshi. It's really sad that in the end, he's not gonna be with the lead female. Anyway, I'm always here Hiro. Hahaha.

Dance with me.

Woohoo! I think I'll finish Boys Before Flowers now. I can't stand not knowing the ending anymore. Although, I think it's the same as Hana Yori Dango's. Since Ji Hoo and Jan Di won't be the ones who'll be together at the end, I'm looking forward on Ga Eul and Yi Jung's happy ending. Oh, how I wish I was Ga Eul. Sweet, sweet Kim Bum. His face is so angelic, if I could see him face to face, I think I could die then. Hahaha.

I was thinking of watching HYD season 1 but I'm getting bored with the same storyline. Why did they have to remake a lot of Hana Yori Dango versions? Pfft. I wish I've watched HYD1 before HYD2.

Anyway, I think I'll be getting on the computer fewer times than before. Since I have my ever-so-stupid summer classes, I have to wake up early to prepare. I still don't know my schedule. I didn't go to school today because my classmate was sick. And we were only four Juniors in the class and I thought maybe I'd get even more bored if I went there so I made an excuse not to go there. Haha. Lazy me.

I was thinking of other Asian dramas to watch. I'm scanning mysoju's list and found some interesting ones. I think I'll watch Absolute Boyfriend. My classmates told me to read the manga, but since I'm not a manga fanatic, I'd rather watch the live action.

I want more Jdorama's thought. Any suggestions?