A lot has happened in 4 days. Sorry my loyal readers,
I was too busy studying hard. LOL. Hahahaha. Okay.
So, yeah, it's been a while. I had lots of stories
to tell and yet I can't think of anything to start with.
Anyhow, I'm making a Tagalized poem for my Filipino
subject. It's about kalikasan. A good theme
but I think it's too common for any plain poem.
~~~
I always have fun in school. I enjoy it even more
whenever there's a good discussion or whenever my intellect
is complemented by anyone. Haha. Whatever Lee.
~~~
I miss watching Gossip Girl. I haven't finished season 1 yet.
I'm too busy to spend time in front of the computer
till my ass hurts. School's really giving me all kinds of ache.
Head ache. Body ache. Heart ache? Nah, no high school romances.
I want to get back to that situation no more.
~~~
What a very unorganized entry. All the ideas in my head
are jumbled up because of some problems. And my eyes' sore.
I can't find my glasses. I need some more sleep. And I need love.
So gimme it. Hahaha.
----------------------- 6:49 AM -----------------------
Torn Between Two Lovers
The indefinite feeling of being in love brings so much
confusion and pain in our hearts. Why can't humans
have two hearts so it won't be hard to choose over
two different people? Yes, we can love two men at a
time but in a very unfair way. I can't afford to hurt
anyone especially mr. "x" and mr. "y". It would break my
heart to know that I have to make a decision sooner or later.
~~~
Another random thing I found in my notebook. I think
I made that earlier today. I feel that my talent is
growing back. I don't know, maybe it is. I hope so.
I just miss receiving complements from other people
and taking constructive criticisms from the experts.
I miss calling myself a freehand writer and a poet.
I miss everything about creative writing, from
thinking to rearranging my thoughts in chronological
order, to posting here on my weblog or just re-writing
it on a piece of plain white paper.
~~~
Today was a great day for me. I participated in a lot
of discussions and I think I had lots of merits today. :)
Grace period is over in Chemistry and I can't afford
to have demerits. Oh well, I should just be careful
with my actions. So anyway, our very first art project
will be put in the exhibit. Thanks to Romer, my artsy
fartsy partner, we had an amazing burial mask.
Okay, I have to go now. I feel a bit sleepy.
And there are a lot of text messages pending, I
hate making my loved ones wait. Ciao!
confusion and pain in our hearts. Why can't humans
have two hearts so it won't be hard to choose over
two different people? Yes, we can love two men at a
time but in a very unfair way. I can't afford to hurt
anyone especially mr. "x" and mr. "y". It would break my
heart to know that I have to make a decision sooner or later.
~~~
Another random thing I found in my notebook. I think
I made that earlier today. I feel that my talent is
growing back. I don't know, maybe it is. I hope so.
I just miss receiving complements from other people
and taking constructive criticisms from the experts.
I miss calling myself a freehand writer and a poet.
I miss everything about creative writing, from
thinking to rearranging my thoughts in chronological
order, to posting here on my weblog or just re-writing
it on a piece of plain white paper.
~~~
Today was a great day for me. I participated in a lot
of discussions and I think I had lots of merits today. :)
Grace period is over in Chemistry and I can't afford
to have demerits. Oh well, I should just be careful
with my actions. So anyway, our very first art project
will be put in the exhibit. Thanks to Romer, my artsy
fartsy partner, we had an amazing burial mask.
Okay, I have to go now. I feel a bit sleepy.
And there are a lot of text messages pending, I
hate making my loved ones wait. Ciao!
----------------------- 1:17 AM -----------------------
A Tribute to the First Man in my Life
Our fathers toil with hands and heart
To make our lives complete.
They quietly brave the winter cold,
Endure the summer heat.
Our fathers' lives are busy, but
There's always time for us.
They boldly face the ups and downs
And seldom ever fuss.
Our fathers are the greatest dads.
We know you know this, too.
But thank you for the chance to share
Our love for them with you.
~~~
Fathers' day is not enough time to describe how much we love our fathers.
They give us freedom, peace, and love to help us live our daily lives.
One way to show our thanks is to create poetry in hope
they feel the expression, even in humor. Another, is to call him dad.
So I give this weblog entry as a tribute to the first man in my life,
my Father. He does not only give me my needs financially, he gives me
the inspiration I need to continue with my goals in life. He guides me
to the right path together with my mother. Let's give a toast for the
greatest fathers in the world. Let's celebrate the commemoration of
the best men we could ever find. I love you Pa :*
~~~
That was a bit cheesy. Hahaha. But whatever, at least I did something
for my father. I wish he could read this but I guess he just shouldn't at all.
I miss him very much. He'll be home for like 3 months from now, September.
So yeah. What I miss most about him, is whenever he tries to amuse me
and we end up laughing are asses off the couch. I miss the times when
we have family outings and we stay at the beach for like 3 days and get
our whole body burnt while his remains white. I miss the times when we
need to kiss him goodbye before going to school. I miss it when we
eat at Jollibee fastfood chains. Oh gosh, I really miss him a lot.
~~~
So anyway, there's school tomorrow and I ain't ready yet. Haha.
Okay, I think I won't join the CAT anymore. I got so many taunts from
other people and it really scared me a lot.
And yeah, everybody loves EENA, right? Wala lang. Hahaha.
To make our lives complete.
They quietly brave the winter cold,
Endure the summer heat.
Our fathers' lives are busy, but
There's always time for us.
They boldly face the ups and downs
And seldom ever fuss.
Our fathers are the greatest dads.
We know you know this, too.
But thank you for the chance to share
Our love for them with you.
~~~
Fathers' day is not enough time to describe how much we love our fathers.
They give us freedom, peace, and love to help us live our daily lives.
One way to show our thanks is to create poetry in hope
they feel the expression, even in humor. Another, is to call him dad.
So I give this weblog entry as a tribute to the first man in my life,
my Father. He does not only give me my needs financially, he gives me
the inspiration I need to continue with my goals in life. He guides me
to the right path together with my mother. Let's give a toast for the
greatest fathers in the world. Let's celebrate the commemoration of
the best men we could ever find. I love you Pa :*
~~~
That was a bit cheesy. Hahaha. But whatever, at least I did something
for my father. I wish he could read this but I guess he just shouldn't at all.
I miss him very much. He'll be home for like 3 months from now, September.
So yeah. What I miss most about him, is whenever he tries to amuse me
and we end up laughing are asses off the couch. I miss the times when
we have family outings and we stay at the beach for like 3 days and get
our whole body burnt while his remains white. I miss the times when we
need to kiss him goodbye before going to school. I miss it when we
eat at Jollibee fastfood chains. Oh gosh, I really miss him a lot.
~~~
So anyway, there's school tomorrow and I ain't ready yet. Haha.
Okay, I think I won't join the CAT anymore. I got so many taunts from
other people and it really scared me a lot.
And yeah, everybody loves EENA, right? Wala lang. Hahaha.
----------------------- 11:25 PM -----------------------
The Chemistry Fever
Today is a good day. I can be lazy as much as I want to be lazy.
I can be a couch potato for as long as I can. I can do whatever
I want to my time. Gaah. I miss this feeling, I feel so free.
Whatever Lee. Hahaha.
So anyway, the first week of school was really tight.
The first day was a really hectic day.
The second was okay, still a busy day.
The third day was fun. I had fun, fun, fun.
I felt somehow that I "belong" in the class. Haha.
The fourth day, Friday the 13th, was my day.
The night before that day, I slept like a baby.
When I woke up, I realized that it was already 5 am
and I didn't do any of my homeworks and researches.
Holy cow! It was so much of a hassle. Mom even scolded me.
I hate when she does that in the morning.
I didn't eat 3 meals in a row.
Dinner on June 12th; Breakfast and Lunch on the 13th.
It was weird and all, I can feel my stomach rumbling
but I wasn't hungry at all.
And oh, I caught the attention of my Chemistry professor.
I was lectured, good thing we were still in grace period
so I had no demerits yet. I was caught looking at my
freakin' cellphone. I was only checking what time is it.
But then it seemed that I was texting. Whatever. Haha.
I was thinking if I should or should not join the CAT.
I know it's really tiring and it would take most of my time.
I don't know how to decide. So, what do you think?
Should I? Or should I not?
I can be a couch potato for as long as I can. I can do whatever
I want to my time. Gaah. I miss this feeling, I feel so free.
Whatever Lee. Hahaha.
So anyway, the first week of school was really tight.
The first day was a really hectic day.
The second was okay, still a busy day.
The third day was fun. I had fun, fun, fun.
I felt somehow that I "belong" in the class. Haha.
The fourth day, Friday the 13th, was my day.
The night before that day, I slept like a baby.
When I woke up, I realized that it was already 5 am
and I didn't do any of my homeworks and researches.
Holy cow! It was so much of a hassle. Mom even scolded me.
I hate when she does that in the morning.
I didn't eat 3 meals in a row.
Dinner on June 12th; Breakfast and Lunch on the 13th.
It was weird and all, I can feel my stomach rumbling
but I wasn't hungry at all.
And oh, I caught the attention of my Chemistry professor.
I was lectured, good thing we were still in grace period
so I had no demerits yet. I was caught looking at my
freakin' cellphone. I was only checking what time is it.
But then it seemed that I was texting. Whatever. Haha.
I was thinking if I should or should not join the CAT.
I know it's really tiring and it would take most of my time.
I don't know how to decide. So, what do you think?
Should I? Or should I not?
----------------------- 6:51 AM -----------------------
Confessions of a Transferree
First day of terror... First day of stress... First day of school...
As I walked in the never-ending hallways of regret and pure evil,
I felt something in my stomach, somewhat a whirling pool that's
draining my guts and also what I ate for breakfast - fried rice and
fish omelette.
So many unfamiliar faces passed by me. I barely recognized some
friends I've made during the summer classes.
The odds of being the "new kid, the "loser who came to town"
or the "freaky weirdo" isn't that hard to accept. Okay, who am
I kidding? It is pretty hard to cope up with all these
shenanigans not to mention my standing with "the social life"
of Junior students. Since they all have their own circle of
friends, I find it hard to push myself "in the circle".
Maybe I should make my own, that'll be cool.
What I hate most about transferring to another school,
the attendance checking. Every freaking time that happens,
I feel that my surname is becoming more obscene than ever.
I don't know if it is obscene, it just sounds something like that.
~~~END~~~
I made that piece of writing on the first day of classes.
It's unfinished. So anyway, I was supposed to post it yesterday
but then I was fully loaded. So yeah. I had fun,
and had some boring times. I almost slept in my Physics' class.
Hahaha. What can I do? The teacher's so damn boring. But anyhow, I
had a great time on the new school being the new kid.
It was fun meeting new people and it's so annoying that
I'm required to introduce myself over and over and over
and over and over and over again. HAHAHA. :))
It's 10:59 in the evening and I'm done doing my
assignments and all those shitty things.
I think this is enough for now. I'll tell more about
everything tomorrow when I get the chance to
loosen up. So yeah. Ciao :)
As I walked in the never-ending hallways of regret and pure evil,
I felt something in my stomach, somewhat a whirling pool that's
draining my guts and also what I ate for breakfast - fried rice and
fish omelette.
So many unfamiliar faces passed by me. I barely recognized some
friends I've made during the summer classes.
The odds of being the "new kid, the "loser who came to town"
or the "freaky weirdo" isn't that hard to accept. Okay, who am
I kidding? It is pretty hard to cope up with all these
shenanigans not to mention my standing with "the social life"
of Junior students. Since they all have their own circle of
friends, I find it hard to push myself "in the circle".
Maybe I should make my own, that'll be cool.
What I hate most about transferring to another school,
the attendance checking. Every freaking time that happens,
I feel that my surname is becoming more obscene than ever.
I don't know if it is obscene, it just sounds something like that.
~~~END~~~
I made that piece of writing on the first day of classes.
It's unfinished. So anyway, I was supposed to post it yesterday
but then I was fully loaded. So yeah. I had fun,
and had some boring times. I almost slept in my Physics' class.
Hahaha. What can I do? The teacher's so damn boring. But anyhow, I
had a great time on the new school being the new kid.
It was fun meeting new people and it's so annoying that
I'm required to introduce myself over and over and over
and over and over and over again. HAHAHA. :))
It's 10:59 in the evening and I'm done doing my
assignments and all those shitty things.
I think this is enough for now. I'll tell more about
everything tomorrow when I get the chance to
loosen up. So yeah. Ciao :)
----------------------- 5:59 AM -----------------------
SCHOOL.
Oh Gosh, no more late night dates with the television.
No more texting until the sun comes up.
And no more online chatting 'til my eyes sore.
I'm gonna miss my almost-stress free 2-week vacation.
It was nice meeting Summer, it was good while it lasted.
Hello back-breaking, heart-aching,
I think I'm gonna enjoy my Junior year. New boys, here I come. LOL :))
----------------------- 3:59 AM -----------------------
Hello
I can't think of any frack to write. So yeah.
I'm all alone here, pretty scared.
Mom and the evil brother and sister will come home tomorrow.
They slept over at my aunt's house. I have no money,
I have no load. And my life is so boring. Gaah.
Anyway, here's a little something to read. :)
My knees start to weaken,
At the first sight of your face.
My heart starts to melt,
At the thought of your embrace.
I want you so bad to hold, and to touch
And that is because I love you so much.
When your looking at the stars,
In the eternal blue,
Remember that each star out there
Is a reason why I love you.
And when you think your alone,
And when no one is there at all;
I'll be right in front of you,
To catch you when you fall.
And I want you to know whatever you do
I will always be here
And I will always love you.
~Okay, this poem's meaning is so lost in love.
I hate it. I'm just not as good as I used to be.
Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere;
For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear.
Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again.
It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend.
Think of all in life that will be missed,
because of one small broken promise.
So, when I put all of my trust deep within you,
Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do.
~I hate this even more. Ack.
I'm all alone here, pretty scared.
Mom and the evil brother and sister will come home tomorrow.
They slept over at my aunt's house. I have no money,
I have no load. And my life is so boring. Gaah.
Anyway, here's a little something to read. :)
My knees start to weaken,
At the first sight of your face.
My heart starts to melt,
At the thought of your embrace.
I want you so bad to hold, and to touch
And that is because I love you so much.
When your looking at the stars,
In the eternal blue,
Remember that each star out there
Is a reason why I love you.
And when you think your alone,
And when no one is there at all;
I'll be right in front of you,
To catch you when you fall.
And I want you to know whatever you do
I will always be here
And I will always love you.
~Okay, this poem's meaning is so lost in love.
I hate it. I'm just not as good as I used to be.
Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere;
For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear.
Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again.
It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend.
Think of all in life that will be missed,
because of one small broken promise.
So, when I put all of my trust deep within you,
Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do.
~I hate this even more. Ack.
----------------------- 3:18 AM -----------------------
Probation
How can something be gone when it was
never even there in the first place?
Think about it first before jumping
into conclusions, whatsoever.
Neither one of us would want this
to be over, unless, there's something
that you're not telling me at all.
I made that this morning before I went to sleep.
I suck on writing. I hate it, I hate my thoughts.
Moving on...
Yesterday, I went to school to get my schedule.
My gosh, I think they want to kill all their students.
I never got used to school and I never will.
The only thing I'm excited about school is buying
new notebooks and pens and other kinds of paper.
And oh, I'm on probation this school year.
I'm scared. >.<
Mahal na Magulang:
Ipinagbibigay alam namin sa inyo na ang inyong anak na si
Lee Anne Mae Sheets, III - Newton ay isinasailalim sa
"probationary status" sa taong ito, S.Y. 2008 - 2009.
Aming ipinaaalala sa inyo na siya at maaaring dagliang alisin
sa Imus Institute kung siya ay irereklamo ng mga guro, kamag-aral
at kawani ng paaralan at kung isasagawa ang mga sumusunod na paglabag:
1. pagliban ng walang dahilan/cutting classes
2. hindi paggawa ng takdang aralin at proyekto ayon sa deadline ng guro
3. pagsapi at pagbuo ng illegal na asosasyon
4. hindi pagsuot ng wastong uniporme at sapatos, pagsusuot ng hikaw (lalaki)
at pagkukulay ng buhok
5. pagdadala ng mga nakamamatay na sandata, buckels o knuckes
at iba pang mabibigat
6. kakulangan ng notebook na gamit sa mga aralin
7. paninigarilyo, pagsusugal at iba pang mga bawal na bisyo /
pagdadala ng ipinagbabawal na gamot (shabu, marijuana at iba pa)
8. pananakot at pagbabanta
9. pang-uumit o pagnanakaw
10. pagsira sa mga gamit sa paaralan at/o vandalism
11. kawalang galang sa guro, kamag-aral at mga kawani ng paaralan
12. paghiram, pagpapahiram at paggamit ng ID ng ibang mag-aaral
13. pananakit at pakikipag-away
14. paggamit ng cellphone, walkman, discman, gameboy, at iba pang
bagay na di dapat gamitin sa loob ng classroom
15. pagdadala ng mga gamit na walang kaugnayan sa mga aralin
o asignatura (komiks, pornographic materials, magazines at iba pa)
Oh my gosh. I'm like a prisoner or something. Huhu. It's really
hard for me to be the new kid, not to mention the peer pressure.
Haha. Anyway, that'll be for now. I'll post an entry in a day or two.
Au revoir!
[edit]
OMG. I hate myself even more than I did earlier.
I saw wrong choices of words and wrong sentences,
and everything seemed so wrong. I HATE LEE ANNE MAE SO MUCH. T_T
And oh, Iyah, tinatamad ako mag-post nung tag chuva.
Ang hilig mo naman kasi mang-tag e. Hahaha. I love you :*
----------------------- 10:28 AM -----------------------
LIKE OMG.
Where the hell did Lee go? - EV'RY FREAKIN' PERSON WHO KNOWS ME.
Well, hello world. Hello people of the internet.
I missed every bit of html codes here.
I missed you all so bad. I missed my keyboard.
I missed the clicking and typing.
I missed blogger and what I missed most,
are the people behind those beautiful
words I used to read. HAHAHA.
I know, bolera aketch.
So, where did Lee Anne go? I went to a far, far away place,
where fireflies danced - our house. See, we moved to a lot of houses,
and we haven't got a steady connection to the internet, so yeah.
And now, we're residing somewhere in Cavite.
If you're within the vicinity, tell me and we shall meet. :D
And oh, we'll have the smart broadband connection forever.
So I'll be online as much as I used to be.
One more thing, I just noticed this - I was 5 months on HIATUS.
What the heck was that? I just can't believe myself,
not writing at all. I miss poetry also :)
If there are anymore questions,
just tag me on the cbox or better, comment. :)
And oh, keep in touch.
If every simple song I wrote to you
would take your breath away,
I'd write it all.
Well, hello world. Hello people of the internet.
I missed every bit of html codes here.
I missed you all so bad. I missed my keyboard.
I missed the clicking and typing.
I missed blogger and what I missed most,
are the people behind those beautiful
words I used to read. HAHAHA.
I know, bolera aketch.
So, where did Lee Anne go? I went to a far, far away place,
where fireflies danced - our house. See, we moved to a lot of houses,
and we haven't got a steady connection to the internet, so yeah.
And now, we're residing somewhere in Cavite.
If you're within the vicinity, tell me and we shall meet. :D
And oh, we'll have the smart broadband connection forever.
So I'll be online as much as I used to be.
One more thing, I just noticed this - I was 5 months on HIATUS.
What the heck was that? I just can't believe myself,
not writing at all. I miss poetry also :)
If there are anymore questions,
just tag me on the cbox or better, comment. :)
And oh, keep in touch.
If every simple song I wrote to you
would take your breath away,
I'd write it all.
----------------------- 4:50 AM -----------------------
A day before...
Tomorrow, my life with my computer will change. I thought I'd be online forever but now, since my dad will be coming home in a day, it'll all be just a thought. I won't get to use the computer
the whole day, or even the whole week. OMG. Can i survive this horror?
Speaking of horror, yesterday, I had a date with my Adobe Photoshop CS3. It's been a long time since I had that so much fun. I edited some of my old pictures cause I still haven't got my latest pictures from Moira. My digicam is broken so we used Moira's when she went here last week. Wait, this is one of the edits I've made. It's entitled MACABRE AND HORROR. It is pretty scary, or at least that's what I've thought. I made it my default picture in friendster. I wish I didn't made it a bit cyan, I should've made it a lot more reddish or yellowish so it would look like my skin tone but since I'm looking for the more terrifying look, I made it bluish.
So anyway, I'll plug my group on friendster. It's not a perfection group at all but we still have our standards. It's called INDIVIDUALITY and BEYOND. We are still starting out. If you think you are different than the others then you should join us and help spread what we stand for. Here's one of the banners I've made for the group. The idea's credited to someone from deviantart. Thanks to you! Oh I have to go, my mum won't let me use the computer till late but I'll sneak out later at midnight when nobody's awake. I'll have the computer all for myself. Haha. Till next time, Au revoir!
the whole day, or even the whole week. OMG. Can i survive this horror?Speaking of horror, yesterday, I had a date with my Adobe Photoshop CS3. It's been a long time since I had that so much fun. I edited some of my old pictures cause I still haven't got my latest pictures from Moira. My digicam is broken so we used Moira's when she went here last week. Wait, this is one of the edits I've made. It's entitled MACABRE AND HORROR. It is pretty scary, or at least that's what I've thought. I made it my default picture in friendster. I wish I didn't made it a bit cyan, I should've made it a lot more reddish or yellowish so it would look like my skin tone but since I'm looking for the more terrifying look, I made it bluish.
So anyway, I'll plug my group on friendster. It's not a perfection group at all but we still have our standards. It's called INDIVIDUALITY and BEYOND. We are still starting out. If you think you are different than the others then you should join us and help spread what we stand for. Here's one of the banners I've made for the group. The idea's credited to someone from deviantart. Thanks to you! Oh I have to go, my mum won't let me use the computer till late but I'll sneak out later at midnight when nobody's awake. I'll have the computer all for myself. Haha. Till next time, Au revoir!
----------------------- 5:25 AM -----------------------
Weight Issues.
For the past months, I've been having eating problems. Oh dear, I hope this wouldn't go permanent on my thighs. Now I can't wear skinny jeans! I'm too embarrassed with my huge thighs and legs. And I can't wear my swimsuit 'cause my belly is two-faced. Haha.
I really need some exercise. I wonder what kind of exercise I shall imply to my daily routine. Perhaps an everyday dose of Badminton? Or maybe Swimming! That'll be good. I really get thin easily when I swim. Badminton only makes me hungrier.
I'm eating a lot of rice. Diabetes is our genes. My mum said I can be diabetic sooner if I don't lessen sugars that I intake. I'm scared. I don't want to have Diabetes. It's pretty complicated.
I'll just live a more healthy lifestyle. I hope I'll get to apply all these that I'm talking about.
I really need some exercise. I wonder what kind of exercise I shall imply to my daily routine. Perhaps an everyday dose of Badminton? Or maybe Swimming! That'll be good. I really get thin easily when I swim. Badminton only makes me hungrier.
I'm eating a lot of rice. Diabetes is our genes. My mum said I can be diabetic sooner if I don't lessen sugars that I intake. I'm scared. I don't want to have Diabetes. It's pretty complicated.
I'll just live a more healthy lifestyle. I hope I'll get to apply all these that I'm talking about.
----------------------- 2:08 AM -----------------------
HOT.
It's Tuesday and I'm so bored. Damn, I feel so hot, literally. I want to drink a mango shake. I want to live in the North Pole.
I'm really creeping out here. I'm in my room and beside the door. All of a sudden, the door opens. At first, I thought it was my annoying little sister but my mum said they were all watching the television. They said I was imagining things. Lol. But I'm not, I saw it with my own two eyes and when I look behind the door, no one was there. I was really annoyed so I blamed my sister for it and I shouted real loud, my mum got angry and my sister went upstairs and told me that no one was playing a prank on me. Weird.
Moving on. I really hate what happened to this freakin' computer. I wonder what I shall tweak here. Tomorrow, I'll wake up early and I'll check the hard drives and the control panel to see if there was something erased or changed. Wish me luck with the finding what's wrong with this junk.
Anyway, my dad's coming home in five days. Gosh, I'm fretting here. What will our Christmas be in our little apartment? Will it be just as fun if we have no one around but us?
On my playlist:
Boys Like Girls
Cute is What We Aim For
Yellowcard
I Killed the Prom Queen
and the Close Up Commercials' Jingles
I'm really creeping out here. I'm in my room and beside the door. All of a sudden, the door opens. At first, I thought it was my annoying little sister but my mum said they were all watching the television. They said I was imagining things. Lol. But I'm not, I saw it with my own two eyes and when I look behind the door, no one was there. I was really annoyed so I blamed my sister for it and I shouted real loud, my mum got angry and my sister went upstairs and told me that no one was playing a prank on me. Weird.
Moving on. I really hate what happened to this freakin' computer. I wonder what I shall tweak here. Tomorrow, I'll wake up early and I'll check the hard drives and the control panel to see if there was something erased or changed. Wish me luck with the finding what's wrong with this junk.
Anyway, my dad's coming home in five days. Gosh, I'm fretting here. What will our Christmas be in our little apartment? Will it be just as fun if we have no one around but us?
----------------------- 8:28 PM -----------------------
Manic Monday.
Today, I just got home from school. We talked about the Christmas party and whatever things that are related to it. I wanted to go to the SSC premises but they were all gone for lunch break so I didn't bother to go upstairs anymore. That was all that happened this morning.
I'm excited for Thursday since Moira's gonna visit me here again. I hope she'll bring the USB Flash Drive so that I can get our pictures from her last visit which was last week, Thursday. And another thing, my dad's gonna be here in six days. I miss him so much. I just hope we'll all have a great Christmas vacation this year and may the new year be welcomed with grace and humility.
I didn't got to post an entry yesterday because I didn't get a chance to use the computer. I watched television all day, and my mum was using the computer the whole day too. I wonder how much our electric bill is. I was shocked when I opened the computer, it was all white and there are absences of color. I wonder what my mum did to my preset settings. The theme was changes and I kinda like it but I hate it too because I can't see the colors of my pages. It'll be hard for me to tweak colors for my blog or any other page in the internet.
So anyway, I hope the peso-dollar exchange rate will benefit us. Since the peso rate is getting higher and higher, our dollars will be costing a lot less than it used to be. We'll be minimizing our expenses for this Christmas so that we can still save for our house in Cavite. We'll be moving there this summer, maybe on April 2008. I'm gonna miss my peers here in Olongapo, I'll miss them oh so much. It really breaks my heart to be in distance with my friends here. I hope I'd still get to visit them at least once every 3 months.
I'm excited for Thursday since Moira's gonna visit me here again. I hope she'll bring the USB Flash Drive so that I can get our pictures from her last visit which was last week, Thursday. And another thing, my dad's gonna be here in six days. I miss him so much. I just hope we'll all have a great Christmas vacation this year and may the new year be welcomed with grace and humility.
I didn't got to post an entry yesterday because I didn't get a chance to use the computer. I watched television all day, and my mum was using the computer the whole day too. I wonder how much our electric bill is. I was shocked when I opened the computer, it was all white and there are absences of color. I wonder what my mum did to my preset settings. The theme was changes and I kinda like it but I hate it too because I can't see the colors of my pages. It'll be hard for me to tweak colors for my blog or any other page in the internet.
So anyway, I hope the peso-dollar exchange rate will benefit us. Since the peso rate is getting higher and higher, our dollars will be costing a lot less than it used to be. We'll be minimizing our expenses for this Christmas so that we can still save for our house in Cavite. We'll be moving there this summer, maybe on April 2008. I'm gonna miss my peers here in Olongapo, I'll miss them oh so much. It really breaks my heart to be in distance with my friends here. I hope I'd still get to visit them at least once every 3 months.
----------------------- 12:31 AM -----------------------
Saturday Rants.
I just got home from the hospital. I visited Moira's mum and her new baby sister. I didn't actually see the baby, but I got to see the pictures. The baby was in the nursery. I think she was premature for 3 days. She was named as Jeanne Marianne Reese. What a long name.
Before I went to the hospital, I sent an e-mail to my dad. It included my cravings for a new digital camera. I just want it so bad. I'm actually liking photography.
I want a SONY CYBERSHOT W55. It's cost starts at $200. It's about 9000 Php. I fell in love with it when I saw its features and its pictures. But since we are saving for a car, I'm just gonna lay low and I think the FUJI FINEPIX A820 suits me best. I went to
a site called Digital Camera HQ, and I saw all the love in the world. I was amazed by the photos of different cameras.
I read the editor's comments on each digital camera. I wonder how did he know that this camera is hot and that camera is so last season. Did he own all those cameras or what?
I read the two camera's features and find them really worth it. Here's the editor's comments on the SONY W55:
Isn't it dreamy? And this is the other one:
I think this camera's really cheap, it costs at about 5400 Php.
The picture above is the features of the two camera's. When you come to think of it, the FINEPIX A820 seems better. Maybe it's just a matter of what brand the camera came from. Fuji is not bad at all, but when you hear Sony, it seems perfect. Oh well, my dad will be the one to decide when he comes home on the 16th. I hope I'll get a digital camera this Christmas. Who knows, maybe Santa won't forget.
Before I went to the hospital, I sent an e-mail to my dad. It included my cravings for a new digital camera. I just want it so bad. I'm actually liking photography.
I want a SONY CYBERSHOT W55. It's cost starts at $200. It's about 9000 Php. I fell in love with it when I saw its features and its pictures. But since we are saving for a car, I'm just gonna lay low and I think the FUJI FINEPIX A820 suits me best. I went to
a site called Digital Camera HQ, and I saw all the love in the world. I was amazed by the photos of different cameras. I read the editor's comments on each digital camera. I wonder how did he know that this camera is hot and that camera is so last season. Did he own all those cameras or what?
I read the two camera's features and find them really worth it. Here's the editor's comments on the SONY W55:
Whether clad in precious pink or stunning silver, the Sony Cybershot W55 is a people-pleasing ultra compact. These 7-mega pixel cameras are more than enough for the everyday user, and the lithium-ion battery is good for around 400 photos before it needs a refreshing charge. The W55 is also available in light blue and black colors, and a version with a smaller LCD, the W35, is available in silver only.
Isn't it dreamy? And this is the other one:
The Fuji A820 packs high-end, advanced features into a simple and affordable camera suitable for anyone from beginner to pro. Closely related to the A900, which is identical aside from an extra mega pixel, the A820 features a 2.5-inch anti-glare LCD and a quality Fujinon 4x optical zoom lens. Fuji's own Super CCD sensor technology and Picture Stabilization help create high quality photos even in less-than-ideal conditions. For those among us who hate reading instruction booklets, the A820 features an icon-based Graphic User Interface, which displays a brief explanation of modes each time a setting is changed, making it easy for amateur users to learn the ropes quickly. A convenient dial allows one-touch access to the most commonly used shooting modes, meaning it's a breeze to change settings and keep up with the action. Last but not least, this camera makes a leap forward in common sense by accepting both xD and SD/MMC memory cards.
I think this camera's really cheap, it costs at about 5400 Php.
The picture above is the features of the two camera's. When you come to think of it, the FINEPIX A820 seems better. Maybe it's just a matter of what brand the camera came from. Fuji is not bad at all, but when you hear Sony, it seems perfect. Oh well, my dad will be the one to decide when he comes home on the 16
----------------------- 7:20 PM -----------------------
A year to remember
There are 18 days left before Christmas, how exciting! But somehow, I feel a little oblivious for there are only a few days before a new year comes. I have been thinking about my resolution and this time, I'll never break this promise.
I'll pursue my studies like any ordinary kid. I shouldn't and I won't stop till I get my college degree. I won't fool around like I did this year. I know that I'll make it this time. I'll fulfill my dreams and continue writing like I used to. I'll make myself happy by expressing my thoughts into poetry. And as I become closer and closer to success, I'll publish my poems and let the world read and be inspired with my emotions written in a piece of paper.
Thank you so much Marie, for encouraging me and for giving me the support I needed. Don't worry, I'll never forget to greet you when I become famous. :D
I want to go to the hospital to visit Moira's mum. I want to see the baby. I wish I can, I'll ask my mum later. :D
I'll pursue my studies like any ordinary kid. I shouldn't and I won't stop till I get my college degree. I won't fool around like I did this year. I know that I'll make it this time. I'll fulfill my dreams and continue writing like I used to. I'll make myself happy by expressing my thoughts into poetry. And as I become closer and closer to success, I'll publish my poems and let the world read and be inspired with my emotions written in a piece of paper.
Thank you so much Marie, for encouraging me and for giving me the support I needed. Don't worry, I'll never forget to greet you when I become famous. :D
I want to go to the hospital to visit Moira's mum. I want to see the baby. I wish I can, I'll ask my mum later. :D
----------------------- 5:14 AM -----------------------
After months and months...
Here I am again, blogging my thoughts. I never thought I'd still renovate my blog after months and months of hiatus. So anyway, a lot of things happened and I've got a lot of stories to tell. I've made myself a lot stronger than before. I've made myself invulnerable to unspeakable truth. I've made myself invincible.
I've been through many ups and downs and yet, I'm still here in front of my computer, socializing with my internet friends. I don't know if it's me or am I just this impregnable.
I've got a lot to type about but there's just little time since it's already 9:45 pm. My mum won't let me use the computer for a whole day, it consumes most of our electricity. So let's give the other stories another time.
Oh, wait. I'm talking to my other best friend, Moira on the phone. I'm getting really confused. I'll post tomorrow for my never-ending strong. Au revoir.
I've been through many ups and downs and yet, I'm still here in front of my computer, socializing with my internet friends. I don't know if it's me or am I just this impregnable.
I've got a lot to type about but there's just little time since it's already 9:45 pm. My mum won't let me use the computer for a whole day, it consumes most of our electricity. So let's give the other stories another time.
Oh, wait. I'm talking to my other best friend, Moira on the phone. I'm getting really confused. I'll post tomorrow for my never-ending strong. Au revoir.
----------------------- 12:03 AM -----------------------
Hey Guys! :]
I feel a little cheesy and fat today. Ahaa. Well, yeah. I've gain weight. Sucks, men. Anyhow, I've been wanting to blog again, but since I was not allowed to use the computer before, I can't. Now, I get a little time with the computer. It's so awesome to have a chance to get together with my internet friends again. And I'm excited to post the questions from my readers. Oh yeah. Renovations for now. See ya!
----------------------- 6:07 AM -----------------------
Missing you.
Today was fantastic. My friends recognize me again but in a weird weird way.
It's fun feeling the belongingness I wanted to feel for the past two days.
But somehow, I can't feel secure again. I can't feel myself complete like before.
Maybe because I miss him so much. And though he's one room away, I won't/can't talk to him. I don't know what my problem is but this is serious. I hope he isn't losing hope in me. I hope he understands me. I hope one day he'll approach me because he knows that I'll never look back when he'd call my name.
It's fun feeling the belongingness I wanted to feel for the past two days.
But somehow, I can't feel secure again. I can't feel myself complete like before.
Maybe because I miss him so much. And though he's one room away, I won't/can't talk to him. I don't know what my problem is but this is serious. I hope he isn't losing hope in me. I hope he understands me. I hope one day he'll approach me because he knows that I'll never look back when he'd call my name.
----------------------- 6:26 AM -----------------------
BUSYNESS.
This weeks been really busy, although it's been just two days. HAHA, weird. I can still afford the time to blog but my eyes sore when I got to school. I haven't used my friendster for a very long time now, it's about four days. I think there'll be a hundred or two comments by not. Well, school's been fine and all but I really feel like I'm in a ghost mode or something. My friends (or not) aren't really approachable these past two days. I don't know how will they react if ever I talk to them, so I'll just keep my mouth shut.
Anyways, as you can see, there's been a TARGET CORNER on the sidebar, those will be my reminders or something. I'll be putting up an UPDATE CORNER soon as possible. And I hope I can finish all these work.
I still haven't got any grades for my FIRST GRADING. So I need to study, bye.
Anyways, as you can see, there's been a TARGET CORNER on the sidebar, those will be my reminders or something. I'll be putting up an UPDATE CORNER soon as possible. And I hope I can finish all these work.
I still haven't got any grades for my FIRST GRADING. So I need to study, bye.
----------------------- 4:37 AM -----------------------
Taunts.
OMG. I'm so excited to go to school tomorrow, well kinda. I really hope things would turn out right. Look in the bright side, oh yeah, there is no bright side.
It's not as bad as it looks like, or maybe not. I'm just excited and afraid at the moment. I don't know how will they react or how will I react. I want to change my study habits. I want to study but the problem is that I don't want to go to school. Things for me there really pressure me a lot.
I want many responsibilities. I know that I can handle them but sometimes I'd just get carried away and everything I've worked for slips away like soap. And I don't want to disappoint myself over and over again. I wanted to achieve something. I wanted to prove to someone that I have skills and I know I can use them properly.
Anyways, enough about the school frack, I really am happy about the new layout I've made for my INTERROGATION ROOM. For a look, click here. I've made that for only a day which really makes me proud. Usually, when I make layouts, it takes me two days or two.
I just got the news that I'm not the leader of our Filipino group anymore. Well, I really deserve it and even if I disappointed myself once again, and this time, I'm not even in school, I will accept the fact that I should try my best in all the activities in school. I don't know yet how will I ever get good grades for the first grading of this school year, but I'm sure that I'll do much better in the next grading.
For the first time, Mom doesn't care if my grades will be high or low :) At least she understands me now although I'm sure there are doubts in her mind about me being sick and all, but it's okay. It really is doubtful since there are no real evidence that I'm ill except for me feeling the pain. I hope this wouldn't be the last post I'll ever make for the meantime. I still want to blog even if I know that there are more people who thinks that my life isn't interesting than people who would waste their time reading my posts. That's it for now, wish me luck for tomorrow :)
It's not as bad as it looks like, or maybe not. I'm just excited and afraid at the moment. I don't know how will they react or how will I react. I want to change my study habits. I want to study but the problem is that I don't want to go to school. Things for me there really pressure me a lot.
I want many responsibilities. I know that I can handle them but sometimes I'd just get carried away and everything I've worked for slips away like soap. And I don't want to disappoint myself over and over again. I wanted to achieve something. I wanted to prove to someone that I have skills and I know I can use them properly.
Anyways, enough about the school frack, I really am happy about the new layout I've made for my INTERROGATION ROOM. For a look, click here. I've made that for only a day which really makes me proud. Usually, when I make layouts, it takes me two days or two.
I just got the news that I'm not the leader of our Filipino group anymore. Well, I really deserve it and even if I disappointed myself once again, and this time, I'm not even in school, I will accept the fact that I should try my best in all the activities in school. I don't know yet how will I ever get good grades for the first grading of this school year, but I'm sure that I'll do much better in the next grading.
For the first time, Mom doesn't care if my grades will be high or low :) At least she understands me now although I'm sure there are doubts in her mind about me being sick and all, but it's okay. It really is doubtful since there are no real evidence that I'm ill except for me feeling the pain. I hope this wouldn't be the last post I'll ever make for the meantime. I still want to blog even if I know that there are more people who thinks that my life isn't interesting than people who would waste their time reading my posts. That's it for now, wish me luck for tomorrow :)
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