Missing you.

Today was fantastic. My friends recognize me again but in a weird weird way.
It's fun feeling the belongingness I wanted to feel for the past two days.
But somehow, I can't feel secure again. I can't feel myself complete like before.
Maybe because I miss him so much. And though he's one room away, I won't/can't talk to him. I don't know what my problem is but this is serious. I hope he isn't losing hope in me. I hope he understands me. I hope one day he'll approach me because he knows that I'll never look back when he'd call my name.