A day before...

Tomorrow, my life with my computer will change. I thought I'd be online forever but now, since my dad will be coming home in a day, it'll all be just a thought. I won't get to use the computer the whole day, or even the whole week. OMG. Can i survive this horror?

Speaking of horror, yesterday, I had a date with my Adobe Photoshop CS3. It's been a long time since I had that so much fun. I edited some of my old pictures cause I still haven't got my latest pictures from Moira. My digicam is broken so we used Moira's when she went here last week. Wait, this is one of the edits I've made. It's entitled MACABRE AND HORROR. It is pretty scary, or at least that's what I've thought. I made it my default picture in friendster. I wish I didn't made it a bit cyan, I should've made it a lot more reddish or yellowish so it would look like my skin tone but since I'm looking for the more terrifying look, I made it bluish.

So anyway, I'll plug my group on friendster. It's not a perfection group at all but we still have our standards. It's called INDIVIDUALITY and BEYOND. We are still starting out. If you think you are different than the others then you should join us and help spread what we stand for. Here's one of the banners I've made for the group. The idea's credited to someone from deviantart. Thanks to you! Oh I have to go, my mum won't let me use the computer till late but I'll sneak out later at midnight when nobody's awake. I'll have the computer all for myself. Haha. Till next time, Au revoir!

Weight Issues.

For the past months, I've been having eating problems. Oh dear, I hope this wouldn't go permanent on my thighs. Now I can't wear skinny jeans! I'm too embarrassed with my huge thighs and legs. And I can't wear my swimsuit 'cause my belly is two-faced. Haha.

I really need some exercise. I wonder what kind of exercise I shall imply to my daily routine. Perhaps an everyday dose of Badminton? Or maybe Swimming! That'll be good. I really get thin easily when I swim. Badminton only makes me hungrier.

I'm eating a lot of rice. Diabetes is our genes. My mum said I can be diabetic sooner if I don't lessen sugars that I intake. I'm scared. I don't want to have Diabetes. It's pretty complicated.

I'll just live a more healthy lifestyle. I hope I'll get to apply all these that I'm talking about.

HOT.

It's Tuesday and I'm so bored. Damn, I feel so hot, literally. I want to drink a mango shake. I want to live in the North Pole.

On my playlist:

Boys Like Girls
Cute is What We Aim For
Yellowcard
I Killed the Prom Queen
and the Close Up Commercials' Jingles

I'm really creeping out here. I'm in my room and beside the door. All of a sudden, the door opens. At first, I thought it was my annoying little sister but my mum said they were all watching the television. They said I was imagining things. Lol. But I'm not, I saw it with my own two eyes and when I look behind the door, no one was there. I was really annoyed so I blamed my sister for it and I shouted real loud, my mum got angry and my sister went upstairs and told me that no one was playing a prank on me. Weird.

Moving on. I really hate what happened to this freakin' computer. I wonder what I shall tweak here. Tomorrow, I'll wake up early and I'll check the hard drives and the control panel to see if there was something erased or changed. Wish me luck with the finding what's wrong with this junk.

Anyway, my dad's coming home in five days. Gosh, I'm fretting here. What will our Christmas be in our little apartment? Will it be just as fun if we have no one around but us?

Manic Monday.

Today, I just got home from school. We talked about the Christmas party and whatever things that are related to it. I wanted to go to the SSC premises but they were all gone for lunch break so I didn't bother to go upstairs anymore. That was all that happened this morning.

I'm excited for Thursday since Moira's gonna visit me here again. I hope she'll bring the USB Flash Drive so that I can get our pictures from her last visit which was last week, Thursday. And another thing, my dad's gonna be here in six days. I miss him so much. I just hope we'll all have a great Christmas vacation this year and may the new year be welcomed with grace and humility.

I didn't got to post an entry yesterday because I didn't get a chance to use the computer. I watched television all day, and my mum was using the computer the whole day too. I wonder how much our electric bill is. I was shocked when I opened the computer, it was all white and there are absences of color. I wonder what my mum did to my preset settings. The theme was changes and I kinda like it but I hate it too because I can't see the colors of my pages. It'll be hard for me to tweak colors for my blog or any other page in the internet.

So anyway, I hope the peso-dollar exchange rate will benefit us. Since the peso rate is getting higher and higher, our dollars will be costing a lot less than it used to be. We'll be minimizing our expenses for this Christmas so that we can still save for our house in Cavite. We'll be moving there this summer, maybe on April 2008. I'm gonna miss my peers here in Olongapo, I'll miss them oh so much. It really breaks my heart to be in distance with my friends here. I hope I'd still get to visit them at least once every 3 months.

Saturday Rants.

I just got home from the hospital. I visited Moira's mum and her new baby sister. I didn't actually see the baby, but I got to see the pictures. The baby was in the nursery. I think she was premature for 3 days. She was named as Jeanne Marianne Reese. What a long name.

Before I went to the hospital, I sent an e-mail to my dad. It included my cravings for a new digital camera. I just want it so bad. I'm actually liking photography.

I want a SONY CYBERSHOT W55. It's cost starts at $200. It's about 9000 Php. I fell in love with it when I saw its features and its pictures. But since we are saving for a car, I'm just gonna lay low and I think the FUJI FINEPIX A820 suits me best. I went to a site called Digital Camera HQ, and I saw all the love in the world. I was amazed by the photos of different cameras.

I read the editor's comments on each digital camera. I wonder how did he know that this camera is hot and that camera is so last season. Did he own all those cameras or what?

I read the two camera's features and find them really worth it. Here's the editor's comments on the SONY W55:

Whether clad in precious pink or stunning silver, the Sony Cybershot W55 is a people-pleasing ultra compact. These 7-mega pixel cameras are more than enough for the everyday user, and the lithium-ion battery is good for around 400 photos before it needs a refreshing charge. The W55 is also available in light blue and black colors, and a version with a smaller LCD, the W35, is available in silver only.

Isn't it dreamy? And this is the other one:

The Fuji A820 packs high-end, advanced features into a simple and affordable camera suitable for anyone from beginner to pro. Closely related to the A900, which is identical aside from an extra mega pixel, the A820 features a 2.5-inch anti-glare LCD and a quality Fujinon 4x optical zoom lens. Fuji's own Super CCD sensor technology and Picture Stabilization help create high quality photos even in less-than-ideal conditions. For those among us who hate reading instruction booklets, the A820 features an icon-based Graphic User Interface, which displays a brief explanation of modes each time a setting is changed, making it easy for amateur users to learn the ropes quickly. A convenient dial allows one-touch access to the most commonly used shooting modes, meaning it's a breeze to change settings and keep up with the action. Last but not least, this camera makes a leap forward in common sense by accepting both xD and SD/MMC memory cards.

I think this camera's really cheap, it costs at about 5400 Php.



The picture above is the features of the two camera's. When you come to think of it, the FINEPIX A820 seems better. Maybe it's just a matter of what brand the camera came from. Fuji is not bad at all, but when you hear Sony, it seems perfect. Oh well, my dad will be the one to decide when he comes home on the 16th. I hope I'll get a digital camera this Christmas. Who knows, maybe Santa won't forget.

A year to remember

There are 18 days left before Christmas, how exciting! But somehow, I feel a little oblivious for there are only a few days before a new year comes. I have been thinking about my resolution and this time, I'll never break this promise.

I'll pursue my studies like any ordinary kid. I shouldn't and I won't stop till I get my college degree. I won't fool around like I did this year. I know that I'll make it this time. I'll fulfill my dreams and continue writing like I used to. I'll make myself happy by expressing my thoughts into poetry. And as I become closer and closer to success, I'll publish my poems and let the world read and be inspired with my emotions written in a piece of paper.

Thank you so much Marie, for encouraging me and for giving me the support I needed. Don't worry, I'll never forget to greet you when I become famous. :D

I want to go to the hospital to visit Moira's mum. I want to see the baby. I wish I can, I'll ask my mum later. :D

After months and months...

Here I am again, blogging my thoughts. I never thought I'd still renovate my blog after months and months of hiatus. So anyway, a lot of things happened and I've got a lot of stories to tell. I've made myself a lot stronger than before. I've made myself invulnerable to unspeakable truth. I've made myself invincible.


I've been through many ups and downs and yet, I'm still here in front of my computer, socializing with my internet friends. I don't know if it's me or am I just this impregnable.


I've got a lot to type about but there's just little time since it's already 9:45 pm. My mum won't let me use the computer for a whole day, it consumes most of our electricity. So let's give the other stories another time.


Oh, wait. I'm talking to my other best friend, Moira on the phone. I'm getting really confused. I'll post tomorrow for my never-ending strong. Au revoir.