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A month of mixed emotions..
A lot has happened within this month. I couldn't get online always, and if I have been working in front of the computer, that means I'm having researches about homeworks and stuffs. So yes, I'm happy and contented with what I've got. Although there are people whom I wanted to stay and yet left me, I ended up so much loved. I'm doing great in school. I'm doing great with the CO training. Everything's okay, and I hope it'll all be alright. :)
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My Heart.
Hey. I'm feeling a bit gloomy. I don't know why. :|
Everytime I freakin' hear My Heart by Paramore on the playlist, my soul just drains. And I digest all the happiness. The bliss just disappears. All the worries and fears accumulate in my head. And it'll be just seconds away until my brain explodes. I'm afraid that all these frack I'm talking about will be put to waste and he will never know anything about it.
Breath in, breathe out...
I didn't attend to our training yesterday, so I just need to make my most sincere excuse tomorrow and just hope that I won't be punished for it.
Things have been not so great. Things have been really tight and I just can't move with all these workload I'm responsible of. I'm having issues with writing again. I'll tell about it sometime later.
Everytime I freakin' hear My Heart by Paramore on the playlist, my soul just drains. And I digest all the happiness. The bliss just disappears. All the worries and fears accumulate in my head. And it'll be just seconds away until my brain explodes. I'm afraid that all these frack I'm talking about will be put to waste and he will never know anything about it.
Breath in, breathe out...
I didn't attend to our training yesterday, so I just need to make my most sincere excuse tomorrow and just hope that I won't be punished for it.
Things have been not so great. Things have been really tight and I just can't move with all these workload I'm responsible of. I'm having issues with writing again. I'll tell about it sometime later.
----------------------- 8:26 AM -----------------------
First Anniversary, Ack.
So yeah. It's the first ever anniversary of my web log. I don't feel very much excited about it though. I don't have anything to celebrate about anyway. My legs still hurt from those extreme command exercises. I even collapsed last Saturday in the training. Haha. I felt really embarrased especially when the officers tried to carry me and ended up dragging me instead. I can even hear them saying that I was too heavy. Hahaha. Oh well, at least I didn't quit and I survived the first day of training.
Earlier at school today, we went to the HQ (HeadQuarters) and we did something wrong and the officer in charge made us squat. Haha. I think that made my legs feel a bit not so sore anymore. I can't go upstairs or downstairs properly after that training but after we did that squatting thing, which meant they were condemning us for a mistake, i could freely move my legs. haha. And I could run and walk properly. Ika ika kasi ako nun.
Yeah, I just finished two of my homeworks. And I'll do other stuffs. I just want to sleep. :|
Earlier at school today, we went to the HQ (HeadQuarters) and we did something wrong and the officer in charge made us squat. Haha. I think that made my legs feel a bit not so sore anymore. I can't go upstairs or downstairs properly after that training but after we did that squatting thing, which meant they were condemning us for a mistake, i could freely move my legs. haha. And I could run and walk properly. Ika ika kasi ako nun.
Yeah, I just finished two of my homeworks. And I'll do other stuffs. I just want to sleep. :|
----------------------- 5:05 AM -----------------------
Flu.
Good evening ev'ryone. And Happy 2nd day of July. I have colds and cough and sore throat and sore body and head ache and heart ache. Haha. Whatever.
June 30, 2008
Monday. It was Justin's birthday and yeah, I ruined his day. :(
July 01, 2008
Tuesday. I was absent. I had flu. And goodness, I couldn't breathe that day, I had this runny nose and sore throat. My head ached and my body hurt so bad.
And today, I went to school. I had fun. And I signed up for the CO. Yeah, I finally made up my mind. I'd still have to submit my medical record and I don't know where the hell will I get that. The training starts on Saturday, 4 am. I don't know how will I ever wake up at a time earlier than 4 am. Im'ma have to get myself used to my wake-up-at-2-am-and-get-my-ass-to-school-at-4-am routine. Hahaha.
This new responsibility means less time for my vices. I think I can save money from my load budget. That's a good thing, right? More money for food! Yay! Haha.
So I've finished my tiara wire sculpture which turned up to be a crown that looked like embutido/hamon wrapped in foil. And now, I'll be starting up my stained glass project. It will look something like this but only colorful.
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Okay, so that was a little bit late. That was supposed to by my entry last night but the internet connection got loose and I don't know what happened. I'm doing my MAPEH project now, but there was a bit change of plans. And I'm also working on my Social Studies report for tomorrow. I won'd do my homework in Physics. I'll be too tired then. I'll just do it in school tomorrow. And I need to go to school before 5 am strikes, not 4 am. Haha. My classmate fooled me. Gaah. Okay, so I'll just update you all with every thing next time. I'm a bit in a hassle. Good bye.
June 30, 2008
Monday. It was Justin's birthday and yeah, I ruined his day. :(
July 01, 2008
Tuesday. I was absent. I had flu. And goodness, I couldn't breathe that day, I had this runny nose and sore throat. My head ached and my body hurt so bad.
And today, I went to school. I had fun. And I signed up for the CO. Yeah, I finally made up my mind. I'd still have to submit my medical record and I don't know where the hell will I get that. The training starts on Saturday, 4 am. I don't know how will I ever wake up at a time earlier than 4 am. Im'ma have to get myself used to my wake-up-at-2-am-and-get-my-ass-to-school-at-4-am routine. Hahaha.
This new responsibility means less time for my vices. I think I can save money from my load budget. That's a good thing, right? More money for food! Yay! Haha.
So I've finished my tiara wire sculpture which turned up to be a crown that looked like embutido/hamon wrapped in foil. And now, I'll be starting up my stained glass project. It will look something like this but only colorful.
~~~
Okay, so that was a little bit late. That was supposed to by my entry last night but the internet connection got loose and I don't know what happened. I'm doing my MAPEH project now, but there was a bit change of plans. And I'm also working on my Social Studies report for tomorrow. I won'd do my homework in Physics. I'll be too tired then. I'll just do it in school tomorrow. And I need to go to school before 5 am strikes, not 4 am. Haha. My classmate fooled me. Gaah. Okay, so I'll just update you all with every thing next time. I'm a bit in a hassle. Good bye.
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